setting this straight

Ok so apparently I have left people wondering some things about my life and what everyone doesn't know. Honestly, I guarantee you that you do not want to know the details of my life. There are some things that should be kept secret. and there they will stay. I just was saying that I remember things in really good details. I have a good memory when it comes to pivotal moments in my life. I play back every good memory in my mind all the time. Sometimes I wish I could tell someone my deepest secrets of life as I know it. But I'm not sure that everyone would really want to know once i've told them, or appreciate my life as I do. Maybe this is all a little hard for everyone to understand. But everyone has their secrets. 

I also want people to know that I am happy with my life. I dont regret anything I've done. Everything happens for a reason. Everyone has those days where things just tumble down and make you miserable and sad. my last post was one of those days. For the most part I love my body. I have never really wanted to be truely skinny. I just dont think that its fair that every time i eat, the pounds go where they are least needed, on my chest. and seriously is it fair to loose weight, and yet have it distributed from one area onto my chest? I dont have time to spend 2 hrs a day at the gym. I struggle with weight but I am a happy person. A tired, sleep deprived, bag carrying, HAPPY person. I love my life. i wouldn't change anything. I love being in NC, i love my family, I love being a photography major and the fact that I want to help people and open my own business as an art therapist. All these things make me happy.