Exhausted ready for the Holidays

It's CRUNCH TIME.... it's the weekend before thanksgiving and everything is coming to an end. I have sooo much due, it's crazy. This whole semester has been crazy. I've had reading, and tests, and project after project overlapping, and more projects and papers, and work, and field trips. I have so much to do in the next few days. i have to get everything done before thanksgiving because when i get back everything is due! it's absolutely insane. whoever decided to have the last day of classes 3 days after thanksgiving is completely nuts! No one has had time to hang together to relax. No one has time to even call one another. It sucks. i'm tired. i'm tired of school, i'm tired of how everything costs so much, i'm tired of working and never having money, i'm tired of being tired. I feel like i'm losing my mind. i'm so over school. 

   things are changing so fast. and i have no idea whats to come. it's all exciting and yet scary. I have no idea what lies ahead. i am in need of a long long long vacation. and yet i have a feeling it's no where in sight. 

ok so sorry for ranting. Bring the Holiday's on. I'm looking forward to Christmas break. A whole month of being at home, near family and friends. yeah i'll have to work but i miss home. i miss having places to be and having fun. i miss people wanting to be around me and actually having the time to be around me. Christmas is my favorite time of year. i love the decorations, the songs that get stuck in your head and you can sing along to because every year we sing the same songs. i love the giddy feeling of great things to come. i love not knowing what my gifts are and knowing that people care enough to come up with creative ideas for gifts. i love giving people something meaningful. i put so much thought into each gift. especially now that i usually give people my work. i love going to parties, and throwing parties, and just being around the people we love. It seriously is the best time of year and i'm looking forward to it. 

                        BRING ON THE HOLIDAYS!!